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Mohegan U Hockey #1
Cracks in the Ice
How can they trust love not to hurt them again?
Benny
I’ll never fall in love again.
I had my chance, and I was the happiest man you can imagine. One day, after a horrible accident, it all came to an end. The only thing left was playing hockey, but it wasn’t enough, and I became my own worst enemy.
When my old school offered me a lifeline, I took it. As a coach, I could at least be miserable in a different place.
But when I got to Mohegan University, there he was—bright and warm, like sunshine. I’d lived in the dark for so long my soul was frozen, but he thawed me out. I started feeling things again, wanting things. For the first time since the accident and dark times that followed, I wondered if there was a chance. I’d never thought about being with another man, but so what? Could I be lucky enough to find love twice?
Cole
I was done. No. More. Men.
I’d always made the worst possible dating choices, and one guy after another took advantage of me. Invariably, I thought I was falling in love. Once I told them, they’d show their true colors and run.
Worn out and unable to stand another heartbreak, I swore off love. I almost had my master’s degree, and playing the piano was a much safer route to happiness.
No sooner had I made up my mind than there he was—hot as a forest fire, yet very sad. When I found out why, I understood. Someday, he’d get married again, but there was no reason I shouldn’t be a friend.
Then he kissed me, and everything turned on a dime. I was getting pulled in again. I needed to protect myself, but the harder I tried, the more I believed in him. Was I making another horrible mistake? Would this time be different, or was I setting myself up for the biggest letdown of all?
Cracks in the Ice is a sports romance featuring hurt/comfort, sensitive men, unexpected connections, first times, an age gap, faculty/student romance, explosive chemistry, hard-earned happiness, and a very satisfying HEA.
Content warnings for partner deaths, traumatic accidents, and alcohol abuse. While these issues happened in the past, they may still be difficult for some.
Benny
I’ll never fall in love again.
I had my chance, and I was the happiest man you can imagine. One day, after a horrible accident, it all came to an end. The only thing left was playing hockey, but it wasn’t enough, and I became my own worst enemy.
When my old school offered me a lifeline, I took it. As a coach, I could at least be miserable in a different place.
But when I got to Mohegan University, there he was—bright and warm, like sunshine. I’d lived in the dark for so long my soul was frozen, but he thawed me out. I started feeling things again, wanting things. For the first time since the accident and dark times that followed, I wondered if there was a chance. I’d never thought about being with another man, but so what? Could I be lucky enough to find love twice?
Cole
I was done. No. More. Men.
I’d always made the worst possible dating choices, and one guy after another took advantage of me. Invariably, I thought I was falling in love. Once I told them, they’d show their true colors and run.
Worn out and unable to stand another heartbreak, I swore off love. I almost had my master’s degree, and playing the piano was a much safer route to happiness.
No sooner had I made up my mind than there he was—hot as a forest fire, yet very sad. When I found out why, I understood. Someday, he’d get married again, but there was no reason I shouldn’t be a friend.
Then he kissed me, and everything turned on a dime. I was getting pulled in again. I needed to protect myself, but the harder I tried, the more I believed in him. Was I making another horrible mistake? Would this time be different, or was I setting myself up for the biggest letdown of all?
Cracks in the Ice is a sports romance featuring hurt/comfort, sensitive men, unexpected connections, first times, an age gap, faculty/student romance, explosive chemistry, hard-earned happiness, and a very satisfying HEA.
Content warnings for partner deaths, traumatic accidents, and alcohol abuse. While these issues happened in the past, they may still be difficult for some.
297 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 14, 2022
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January 28, 2023
Cracks in the Ice is book one in the Mohegan U Hockey series by Ryan Taylor and Joshua Harwood. This is my very first book by this writing duo. This is such a sweet, sexy romance about two men that had given up on love but found new hope in each other. This is a sexual awakening romance with a beautiful HEA.
Benny Caldwell is a professional hockey player for the Washington DC Barracudas. He had the perfect life, a wife he loved, a winning team and then it all fell apart when he lost his wife. He couldn’t pull himself up after that and his life fell apart. When his teammates rallied around him and got him the help he needed, he was sidelined once again with a broken ankle. At thirty years old, he could feel his playing years dwindling. When his old university called, Mohegan University in Winscombe, New York, needing an emergency interim head coach, he jumped at the chance. It was a way to be back involved with hockey while his ankle continued to heal. And maybe the change of scenery for a few months would be good for him.
Cole Dawson is twenty three years old and is in his last year getting his masters degree in piano performance. He has been renting a room in his friend, Diana’s large home. Cole has the biggest heart and feels everything so strongly. He tends to fall in love quickly, but always with the wrong guy. He has been hurt time after time. He’s determined that this last time is the final time. He is swearing off men. But when Diana told him that an old friend was coming to town and would be staying with them for awhile, he thought nothing of it, until he walked in the door and he was faced with the most beautiful man he had ever seen. The most beautiful “straight” man!
Benny has never ever been attracted to a man before. But when he came face to face with Cole, it was like his world had sunshine again. He felt warm for the first time in a long time. I loved the way these two took time to get to know each other. The way Benny never once hesitated at his attraction but still, he went slow so when they kissed for the first time, it was such a beautiful thing.
Both Benny and Cole are at such pivotal times in their lives. Cole is on the cusp of finishing college and hopefully finding a job doing what he has studied his entire life to do. Benny has always assumed his life would be going back to DC and to the Barracudas but being at Mohegan has opened his eyes to so much more. Both of them finally accept that they are being offered the love that they both never again thought they’d have. But how will they ever merge their lives?
This is a lovely, sweet romantic story of finding true love when you had perhaps given up. A story of being open to big changes and finding a fulfilling life in ways you never expected. I loved the way that these two solved their differences by talking, as adults, not walking away or pushing each other away. And the ending was just so darn sweet. I enjoyed this so much and will definitely be looking at more by these two authors.
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Benny Caldwell is a professional hockey player for the Washington DC Barracudas. He had the perfect life, a wife he loved, a winning team and then it all fell apart when he lost his wife. He couldn’t pull himself up after that and his life fell apart. When his teammates rallied around him and got him the help he needed, he was sidelined once again with a broken ankle. At thirty years old, he could feel his playing years dwindling. When his old university called, Mohegan University in Winscombe, New York, needing an emergency interim head coach, he jumped at the chance. It was a way to be back involved with hockey while his ankle continued to heal. And maybe the change of scenery for a few months would be good for him.
Cole Dawson is twenty three years old and is in his last year getting his masters degree in piano performance. He has been renting a room in his friend, Diana’s large home. Cole has the biggest heart and feels everything so strongly. He tends to fall in love quickly, but always with the wrong guy. He has been hurt time after time. He’s determined that this last time is the final time. He is swearing off men. But when Diana told him that an old friend was coming to town and would be staying with them for awhile, he thought nothing of it, until he walked in the door and he was faced with the most beautiful man he had ever seen. The most beautiful “straight” man!
Benny has never ever been attracted to a man before. But when he came face to face with Cole, it was like his world had sunshine again. He felt warm for the first time in a long time. I loved the way these two took time to get to know each other. The way Benny never once hesitated at his attraction but still, he went slow so when they kissed for the first time, it was such a beautiful thing.
Both Benny and Cole are at such pivotal times in their lives. Cole is on the cusp of finishing college and hopefully finding a job doing what he has studied his entire life to do. Benny has always assumed his life would be going back to DC and to the Barracudas but being at Mohegan has opened his eyes to so much more. Both of them finally accept that they are being offered the love that they both never again thought they’d have. But how will they ever merge their lives?
This is a lovely, sweet romantic story of finding true love when you had perhaps given up. A story of being open to big changes and finding a fulfilling life in ways you never expected. I loved the way that these two solved their differences by talking, as adults, not walking away or pushing each other away. And the ending was just so darn sweet. I enjoyed this so much and will definitely be looking at more by these two authors.
For more about this book and so many others, come and visit me at Carol's Crazy Bookish World.
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December 26, 2022
Audiobook - 3.5 Stars
Story - 1.5 stars
Huh..writing Romance stories must be really a challenge. It does require some serious talent. Imagine trying to get readers to believe that your MCs have chemistry and belong together. 😭 See? Challenging.
Anyhoo, these authors failed at that. I really wanted to believe that these two had chemistry but I couldn't feel it. Too bad because there was some potential.
Annndd. Why the hell would a therapist tell their client to go have sex in order to feel better, when the said client tells you that they don't feel the need to have sex to have a connection with someone they are interested in.? 🤔😬😞
And hot jet streams of rain cum.. Issa no.😩😭
Good dialogue? Huh! Who? 🤔 We don't know her here. She can't sit with us.
The crazy Ex. Ughhh.. 🙄🙄🙄🙄What wss that.?
Anyhoo, I went back and checked and found that my first book by this author was a dnf. 😥 I think this is the end of the road for now. I believe we don't zing.
Story - 1.5 stars
Huh..writing Romance stories must be really a challenge. It does require some serious talent. Imagine trying to get readers to believe that your MCs have chemistry and belong together. 😭 See? Challenging.
Anyhoo, these authors failed at that. I really wanted to believe that these two had chemistry but I couldn't feel it. Too bad because there was some potential.
Annndd. Why the hell would a therapist tell their client to go have sex in order to feel better, when the said client tells you that they don't feel the need to have sex to have a connection with someone they are interested in.? 🤔😬😞
And hot jet streams of rain cum.. Issa no.😩😭
Good dialogue? Huh! Who? 🤔 We don't know her here. She can't sit with us.
The crazy Ex. Ughhh.. 🙄🙄🙄🙄What wss that.?
Anyhoo, I went back and checked and found that my first book by this author was a dnf. 😥 I think this is the end of the road for now. I believe we don't zing.
September 14, 2022
3.75 slow and sweet love story
It was such a nice story about two men hurt by love and grief who still found the courage to give it a second chance.
Cole and Benny had both their own charms, but they were especially good as a couple. They had an amazing chemistry, as friends and then as partners. I liked Cole's sincerity. My heart broke each time he got surprised that Benny really cared for him. It told me again and again how much he was feeling used in his past relationships. I was so happy he found solace in Benny's arms and heart. As for Benny, I liked his steadiness. Once he got sure of his feelings, he went all in and brought Cole the love and respect he deserved. It was good seing them working on their communication and trust.
It wasn't theoretically a slow-burn, but they took the time to know each other before anything big happened between them. I actually think one of the characters was part of the broader spectrum of the LGBT+ community, but I won't specify as the author themself didn't put a label on him. It was nice having a slower paced relationship displayed in a mm romance.
Cole and Benny's own plots were well done, especially Benny's one. Despite being a pianist I'm a little biased towards hockey stories^^ The whole plot around the team was very interesting and brought out the angstier part of the book. I liked the storyline here. However the closure was a bit disappointing considering how big the situation was getting near the end. It felt a little lackluster as every problem was quickly resolved which left no tension to keep me on the edge of my seat. Like a little rollercoaster. The answer to their last issue was so evident I got annoyed how they tried to find a solution fighting each other and getting very stubborn about it. I'd have liked to finish the book an a better impression. But they still got their HEA afterwards, so there's that.
Overall it was an enjoyable reading suitable for low-angst romance lovers with a mid-side of hockey.
It was such a nice story about two men hurt by love and grief who still found the courage to give it a second chance.
Cole and Benny had both their own charms, but they were especially good as a couple. They had an amazing chemistry, as friends and then as partners. I liked Cole's sincerity. My heart broke each time he got surprised that Benny really cared for him. It told me again and again how much he was feeling used in his past relationships. I was so happy he found solace in Benny's arms and heart. As for Benny, I liked his steadiness. Once he got sure of his feelings, he went all in and brought Cole the love and respect he deserved. It was good seing them working on their communication and trust.
It wasn't theoretically a slow-burn, but they took the time to know each other before anything big happened between them. I actually think one of the characters was part of the broader spectrum of the LGBT+ community, but I won't specify as the author themself didn't put a label on him. It was nice having a slower paced relationship displayed in a mm romance.
Cole and Benny's own plots were well done, especially Benny's one. Despite being a pianist I'm a little biased towards hockey stories^^ The whole plot around the team was very interesting and brought out the angstier part of the book. I liked the storyline here. However the closure was a bit disappointing considering how big the situation was getting near the end. It felt a little lackluster as every problem was quickly resolved which left no tension to keep me on the edge of my seat. Like a little rollercoaster. The answer to their last issue was so evident I got annoyed how they tried to find a solution fighting each other and getting very stubborn about it. I'd have liked to finish the book an a better impression. But they still got their HEA afterwards, so there's that.
Overall it was an enjoyable reading suitable for low-angst romance lovers with a mid-side of hockey.
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July 21, 2022
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September 8, 2022
A sweet and kind story with two battered men, one coaching an ice hockey school team, and one who’s almost finished with master’s degree in piano.
After meeting his new housemate Benny, Cole had just a one-way mind, it starts with an h and ended with orny.
Cole is funny, his mouth says different things than he planned. I felt also a bit sorry for him, he never had a real relationship, the men he was involved with saw him only as a sexual partner and then he got dumped. Cole is done with men.
Benny is gorgeous and he seems straight, so hopefully, a friendship will do. Benny is impressed by this sweet guy, he’s fun and kind and got the most attractive mouth.
It didn’t take long before they kissed, still taking it slow and easy. Benny is solid and knows what he wants, Cole is a mess, his feelings are all over the place, he’s happy but insecure because of his bad experience with guys. His heart can’t handle another breakup. Above that, Benny is a temporary coach, what will happen when his job is done? His inner turmoil and expectations felt real.
While it’s a quite mellow story there are some stressful events, I don’t want to spoil, so you have to experience it yourself.
Watching them get closer and steadier was enjoyable, the pace was for my pleasure a bit too slow.
Their sexual encounters were hot. Cole’s study and Benny’s coaching career are interesting topics and gave some depth, fun, and complications to this story.
Both had a past that deserved time and healing. All nicely put together. To be honest, the story was nice but not entirely my thing, I didn’t feel it all the time. Still, I enjoyed reading their journey, I loved to see Benny emotional and heartfelt, and Cole more confident after everything he’s been through.
Overall an entertainingly written story with engaging characters.
After meeting his new housemate Benny, Cole had just a one-way mind, it starts with an h and ended with orny.
Cole is funny, his mouth says different things than he planned. I felt also a bit sorry for him, he never had a real relationship, the men he was involved with saw him only as a sexual partner and then he got dumped. Cole is done with men.
Benny is gorgeous and he seems straight, so hopefully, a friendship will do. Benny is impressed by this sweet guy, he’s fun and kind and got the most attractive mouth.
It didn’t take long before they kissed, still taking it slow and easy. Benny is solid and knows what he wants, Cole is a mess, his feelings are all over the place, he’s happy but insecure because of his bad experience with guys. His heart can’t handle another breakup. Above that, Benny is a temporary coach, what will happen when his job is done? His inner turmoil and expectations felt real.
While it’s a quite mellow story there are some stressful events, I don’t want to spoil, so you have to experience it yourself.
Watching them get closer and steadier was enjoyable, the pace was for my pleasure a bit too slow.
Their sexual encounters were hot. Cole’s study and Benny’s coaching career are interesting topics and gave some depth, fun, and complications to this story.
Both had a past that deserved time and healing. All nicely put together. To be honest, the story was nice but not entirely my thing, I didn’t feel it all the time. Still, I enjoyed reading their journey, I loved to see Benny emotional and heartfelt, and Cole more confident after everything he’s been through.
Overall an entertainingly written story with engaging characters.
December 26, 2022
Is this book as bad as I felt that it was, or am I just too cynical for this particular kind of romance? I love hockey MM, it's no secret, so this one seemed promising - a (straight) NHL star with hurts both mental and physical moves back to a small town to coach hockey at his alma mater. There he meets a sweet music student (who happens to be his house mate) and proceeds to have a very gay old time with him. They fall in love with only the minorest of drama, the end. Honestly? I spent my time reading this book either bored to tears or really disdainful. I found all the characters pretty boring, and actively disliked Cole, the music student - he was super pathetic and insecure. Benny, the hockey player, was cheesy as hell. The dialogue was also just so cringe, like people do not talk to each other like that. I guess some romance readers do enjoy this type of story, this book is pretty highly rated. But it had no teeth for me, I kept waiting for something, anything, to happen, and it almost gets there, but, like a failed sneeze, you never quite get that satisfaction.
July 6, 2023
Such a cute and lovely story
I really liked Benny as a character, and the story overall.
Benny is a really charming guy and he knows he's that guy
I get that our Mc Cole has been through a lot with the men he dated but sometimes his internal thoughts and doubts just too much for me and downright annoying but I get him thought, I myself would do what he did, since we share the same insecurity.
I really liked Benny as a character, and the story overall.
Benny is a really charming guy and he knows he's that guy
I get that our Mc Cole has been through a lot with the men he dated but sometimes his internal thoughts and doubts just too much for me and downright annoying but I get him thought, I myself would do what he did, since we share the same insecurity.
December 18, 2022
THIS BOOK! I've already read it three times. Have you ever read a book that moved you to the point of being impossible to let it go? This is one of those books. It's beautiful, raw, funny at the best times, and real. It feels so real that it's almost tangible.
As I was reading, I found myself fully immersed in the story. It's written in a way that makes you FEEL the story along with the characters. You're not just 'reading' it. It's almost as if you are experiencing the same things the characters are. Even the side characters! These authors give the same amount of attention to every character in the book - from big to small. Nothing is just thrown in there. It's incredible. The amount of thought that goes into the story shows in how effortlessly it is to become captivated by it.
Benny and Cole are outstanding characters, and I love them dearly, but there were some unexpected scene stealers. Kendall, Cole's best friend, is one of them. He's so much fun! I need more of Kendall, and I'm convinced we'll get it one day. Another character I didn't expect to want more of is Eckie. Eckie is one you want to hate, but something holds you back from fully committing. I'm telling you, these authors really know how to develop their characters!
There are several stand out things about this book. The characters, the attention to detail, the raw emotions throughout the story, the continual communication between the characters, the scene where Benny talks to his therapist, and so many more. I appreciated the normality it gave being in therapy - of needing therapy. It was effortlessly included the same way the rest of the story was. One other thing I want to make sure to include is that while there are some heavy moments and difficult topics, there is a balance to the book that makes it darn near perfect. They are experts at adding levity at just the right moments.
I think everyone needs to read this book. It does not just entertain you; it moves you. It stays with you, and it even teaches you a few things. Whether you like hockey or not, you should read this book. It's one you would truly be missing out on if you didn't.
I was gifted a copy to read early, but I have preordered the ebook and bought the paperback. I love it that much. I dare say it's my favorite book now.
As I was reading, I found myself fully immersed in the story. It's written in a way that makes you FEEL the story along with the characters. You're not just 'reading' it. It's almost as if you are experiencing the same things the characters are. Even the side characters! These authors give the same amount of attention to every character in the book - from big to small. Nothing is just thrown in there. It's incredible. The amount of thought that goes into the story shows in how effortlessly it is to become captivated by it.
Benny and Cole are outstanding characters, and I love them dearly, but there were some unexpected scene stealers. Kendall, Cole's best friend, is one of them. He's so much fun! I need more of Kendall, and I'm convinced we'll get it one day. Another character I didn't expect to want more of is Eckie. Eckie is one you want to hate, but something holds you back from fully committing. I'm telling you, these authors really know how to develop their characters!
There are several stand out things about this book. The characters, the attention to detail, the raw emotions throughout the story, the continual communication between the characters, the scene where Benny talks to his therapist, and so many more. I appreciated the normality it gave being in therapy - of needing therapy. It was effortlessly included the same way the rest of the story was. One other thing I want to make sure to include is that while there are some heavy moments and difficult topics, there is a balance to the book that makes it darn near perfect. They are experts at adding levity at just the right moments.
I think everyone needs to read this book. It does not just entertain you; it moves you. It stays with you, and it even teaches you a few things. Whether you like hockey or not, you should read this book. It's one you would truly be missing out on if you didn't.
I was gifted a copy to read early, but I have preordered the ebook and bought the paperback. I love it that much. I dare say it's my favorite book now.
August 28, 2022
NHL hockey player Benny Caldwell has been traveling a very rough road. His wife has died and his career is sidelined by an injury. Crippled by grief and recovering from both substance abuse and a broken ankle, he is offered an opportunity to coach his alma mater, Mohegan University’s hockey team. He grabs at the chance to do something productive while he heals.
Cole Dawson is working on his master’s degree in piano at Mohegan. He’s incredibly talented in music and incredibly unlucky in love. After a series of relationships in which he is treated badly, he decides No. More. Men.
Benny and Cole begin a friendship that gradually turns into more. They confide their darkest moments to each other and eventually Benny realizes that not only does he really like Cole, he’s also quite attracted to him. As they become a couple, they have to navigate through a number of obstacles, both within their relationship and from outside forces.
The authors treat these characters it’s incredible sensitivity. In many books, the “gay for you” theme is angsty and dramatic. In this book, Ryan Taylor and Joshua Harwood write a character who is self-aware and unconcerned with what anyone else thinks. Benny finds his person, their gender is irrelevant. And he understands how important it is to embrace love when it finds you and fight to keep it. They also treat Cole with the same care. His character is allowed to gradually understand what real love looks and feels like.
I loved Cracks in the Ice. Like all of their books, the characters are fully developed, the sexy times are hot and sweet and the journey they take Benny and Cole on is warm and beautiful and scary and perfect. I truly appreciate that Ryan and Josh write amazing love stories. Not just sexy scenes surrounded by a loose plot, but a well thought out story with loss, heartache and most of all love. They truly write “Books to Love By”.
*I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.*
Cole Dawson is working on his master’s degree in piano at Mohegan. He’s incredibly talented in music and incredibly unlucky in love. After a series of relationships in which he is treated badly, he decides No. More. Men.
Benny and Cole begin a friendship that gradually turns into more. They confide their darkest moments to each other and eventually Benny realizes that not only does he really like Cole, he’s also quite attracted to him. As they become a couple, they have to navigate through a number of obstacles, both within their relationship and from outside forces.
The authors treat these characters it’s incredible sensitivity. In many books, the “gay for you” theme is angsty and dramatic. In this book, Ryan Taylor and Joshua Harwood write a character who is self-aware and unconcerned with what anyone else thinks. Benny finds his person, their gender is irrelevant. And he understands how important it is to embrace love when it finds you and fight to keep it. They also treat Cole with the same care. His character is allowed to gradually understand what real love looks and feels like.
I loved Cracks in the Ice. Like all of their books, the characters are fully developed, the sexy times are hot and sweet and the journey they take Benny and Cole on is warm and beautiful and scary and perfect. I truly appreciate that Ryan and Josh write amazing love stories. Not just sexy scenes surrounded by a loose plot, but a well thought out story with loss, heartache and most of all love. They truly write “Books to Love By”.
*I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.*
August 27, 2022
Worth more than 5 stars!! You definitely need to read Cracks in the Ice!! I just love Benny and Cole.
While I was reading this book, my heart was breaking for what both Benny and Cole had experienced in their not so distant past. Both were in a downward spiral in their life.
Then at the most unexpected time, fate steps in and brings them face to face.
For Benny, he had never been with a man but one look at Cole, BAM!! That’s all it took, he was smitten.
For Cole, he was giving up on love and all men, tired of being treated like yesterday’s trash. One look at Benny and he was wondering if he could put himself out there again and trust what he was feeling for a supposedly straight man.
And trust is the object of the story, they both have to learn to trust in their feelings and each other.
There is an instant attraction and some of the hottest chemistry between them that I have ever read.
I love how Ryan and Joshua weave them together, while learning about Cole’s piano music, hockey and even flowers.
I loved seeing some of the Bethesda Barracudas.
I love how they work towards their HEA. Was it smooth sailing? No, but they get past the trials and tribulations that were put in front of them.
I hope to see more of the Mohegan University Lions, Jamie and Kendall too.
Hopefully I’ve peaked your interest in reading Cracks in the Ice and that you’ll love it as much as I do.
This is not my first Ryan Taylor and Joshua Harwood book, and it won’t be my last either.
While I was reading this book, my heart was breaking for what both Benny and Cole had experienced in their not so distant past. Both were in a downward spiral in their life.
Then at the most unexpected time, fate steps in and brings them face to face.
For Benny, he had never been with a man but one look at Cole, BAM!! That’s all it took, he was smitten.
For Cole, he was giving up on love and all men, tired of being treated like yesterday’s trash. One look at Benny and he was wondering if he could put himself out there again and trust what he was feeling for a supposedly straight man.
And trust is the object of the story, they both have to learn to trust in their feelings and each other.
There is an instant attraction and some of the hottest chemistry between them that I have ever read.
I love how Ryan and Joshua weave them together, while learning about Cole’s piano music, hockey and even flowers.
I loved seeing some of the Bethesda Barracudas.
I love how they work towards their HEA. Was it smooth sailing? No, but they get past the trials and tribulations that were put in front of them.
I hope to see more of the Mohegan University Lions, Jamie and Kendall too.
Hopefully I’ve peaked your interest in reading Cracks in the Ice and that you’ll love it as much as I do.
This is not my first Ryan Taylor and Joshua Harwood book, and it won’t be my last either.
August 27, 2022
I LOVED Cole and Benny! If I had to choose one word for this, it would be healing. These two have had a rough go in the past in different ways and to different degrees, but that doesn’t lessen the way they feel about what they’ve each gone through. I would still say that this is pretty low angst. From the moment they meet, they have a connection and forge a friendship that develops into something more. That relationship becomes something they can each rely on in a way that is healing for both of them. I adored them together and can’t wait for what’s next in the series because these hockey players are *chef’s kiss* amazing!!
December 7, 2022
Update audiobook review
For this new series the authors have chosen Alexander Cendese as narrator an in my personal opinion they made a good choice. His voice fits with both characters and storyline. Before I knew it I was at the end of this hartfelt story of unexpectes love.
5* overall
Loving without labels
I was looking forward to read this book and I can say, I was not disappointed.
Benny/ Caldy had lost his only love and did not handle it well. After some much needed tough love from of his Barracuda friends and his personal hard work and still doing rehab he is in a better place. And ready to take on the job as acting hockey coach at his alma matter.
Cole is a music master student who has not been the luckiest with the men he dated in the past.
Benny and Cole meet for the first time when they live together and have an instant liking and click.. Their friendship progresses and soon they are dating and exploring what love is to them.. I liked how natural the relationship progressed and how healing this relationship is for both men.
I also appreciate the authors did not give Benny a personal crisis after finding he is attracted to a man and might even love Cole. He just accepted that there was a 'new' person who made his heart and world brighter and did not bother to label himsself.
It seems the hardest struggle and most anxiety for them is finding a way to stay together after their time seems to come to a close at the end of the college year. They do however find a way to get their hea.
I so enjoyed reading this low angst, forced proximity, mm romance. with a side of hockey gameplay. If you love reading about men daring to love (again) this is a book I recommend and a great start to the new Mohegan U Hockey series by one of my favorite writing duos.
I will be looking forward to other stories in this new series. I am wondering who could be next; Jamie & Kendall or even Eckie?
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
For this new series the authors have chosen Alexander Cendese as narrator an in my personal opinion they made a good choice. His voice fits with both characters and storyline. Before I knew it I was at the end of this hartfelt story of unexpectes love.
5* overall
Loving without labels
I was looking forward to read this book and I can say, I was not disappointed.
Benny/ Caldy had lost his only love and did not handle it well. After some much needed tough love from of his Barracuda friends and his personal hard work and still doing rehab he is in a better place. And ready to take on the job as acting hockey coach at his alma matter.
Cole is a music master student who has not been the luckiest with the men he dated in the past.
Benny and Cole meet for the first time when they live together and have an instant liking and click.. Their friendship progresses and soon they are dating and exploring what love is to them.. I liked how natural the relationship progressed and how healing this relationship is for both men.
I also appreciate the authors did not give Benny a personal crisis after finding he is attracted to a man and might even love Cole. He just accepted that there was a 'new' person who made his heart and world brighter and did not bother to label himsself.
It seems the hardest struggle and most anxiety for them is finding a way to stay together after their time seems to come to a close at the end of the college year. They do however find a way to get their hea.
I so enjoyed reading this low angst, forced proximity, mm romance. with a side of hockey gameplay. If you love reading about men daring to love (again) this is a book I recommend and a great start to the new Mohegan U Hockey series by one of my favorite writing duos.
I will be looking forward to other stories in this new series. I am wondering who could be next; Jamie & Kendall or even Eckie?
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
December 19, 2022
I've been meaning to check out this author duet for a while now. I love a good sports romance, especially hockey, so when a chance to check out the audio for the start of this spin off series came along I jumped at the chance. I'm glad I did because I just loved this sweet hurt/comfort story.
When the story begins, Benny is still in the middle of healing from an utterly awful tragedy. I can hardly blame the man for the mess he was when this story began. I'd likely be in the same boat if I ended up in his situation. Thankfully the amazing teammates and friends Benny has come to the rescue and help him to get on the road to recovery. A change of scenery coaching his old college hockey team doesn't hurt either. Neither does meeting Cole.
Cole has officially sworn off men. We've all been there buddy and like most times that's exactly when you tend to meet someone you just can't resist. Funnily enough Cole does. He's decided to be friends with his hot new straight roommate, that is until it's Benny who decides to obliterate the friend zone Cole placed the man in.
It was sweet how vulnerable these men could be with each other. Both have baggage and Cole could really use a good dose of self esteem. Sometimes I wanted to slap him upside the head and tell the man not to look a gift horse in the mouth. Benny was perfect for him and treated him like the precious man he was. I loved that there was no huge gay freakout. Benny liked Cole and that was that for him. It took Cole more time to fully believe it wasn't all too good to be true and he was actually gay.
Overall Benny and Cole together were adorable and I loved all the great supporting side characters. It definitely made me want to go back and make my way through the previous series. The narration was on point and I liked both the voices and the pacing. I didn't need to speed up the book like I do with some narrations. Solid 4.5 star audiobook.
When the story begins, Benny is still in the middle of healing from an utterly awful tragedy. I can hardly blame the man for the mess he was when this story began. I'd likely be in the same boat if I ended up in his situation. Thankfully the amazing teammates and friends Benny has come to the rescue and help him to get on the road to recovery. A change of scenery coaching his old college hockey team doesn't hurt either. Neither does meeting Cole.
Cole has officially sworn off men. We've all been there buddy and like most times that's exactly when you tend to meet someone you just can't resist. Funnily enough Cole does. He's decided to be friends with his hot new straight roommate, that is until it's Benny who decides to obliterate the friend zone Cole placed the man in.
It was sweet how vulnerable these men could be with each other. Both have baggage and Cole could really use a good dose of self esteem. Sometimes I wanted to slap him upside the head and tell the man not to look a gift horse in the mouth. Benny was perfect for him and treated him like the precious man he was. I loved that there was no huge gay freakout. Benny liked Cole and that was that for him. It took Cole more time to fully believe it wasn't all too good to be true and he was actually gay.
Overall Benny and Cole together were adorable and I loved all the great supporting side characters. It definitely made me want to go back and make my way through the previous series. The narration was on point and I liked both the voices and the pacing. I didn't need to speed up the book like I do with some narrations. Solid 4.5 star audiobook.
January 27, 2023
It's another DNF for me 🤷
Gave it 3 stars because I DNF'd too early to rate the whole story fairly. The writing just didn't work for me, something about it was just so OTT... and... cheesy ? I could not believe how fast they opened up and the sometimes cringey dialogues did not help.
If you enjoy some sweet insta lust/insta connection/trust in a slow developing story with very emotional MC's, this book might be right up your alley though :)
Gave it 3 stars because I DNF'd too early to rate the whole story fairly. The writing just didn't work for me, something about it was just so OTT... and... cheesy ? I could not believe how fast they opened up and the sometimes cringey dialogues did not help.
If you enjoy some sweet insta lust/insta connection/trust in a slow developing story with very emotional MC's, this book might be right up your alley though :)
September 25, 2022
This book had so many amazing tropes; age-gap, Bi-awakening, forced proximity, and hurt/comfort.
This is my first book by this duo. Not reading the previous series didn't dampen my enjoyment of the book. It can be read as a standalone.
Both men have been through the ringer. Benny lost his wife and went to rehab a year prior. He is sideland from his hockey team because of a broken ankle. He goes to his old college to be a hockey coach while he recovers. He ends up sharing a house with Cole and it doesn't take long for sparks to fly.
Cole ends up with some horrible boyfriends. I don't know how anyone could cheat on that adorable man, he deserves the world and true love. He likes Benny at first glance and tries his best to stay friends. He feels like men will continue to leave him. When Benny and him become boyfriends, that keeps going round his mind.
They are super sweet and sexy together. I adore them both and was super happy about Benny's reaction to liking Cole. I enjoyed watching Benny's reactions to his first time with Cole, it was just, too, hot! They gave each other the love they deserved and helped each other so much. The HEA was so deserved and I can't wait to read more.
I received a copy of this book, and this is my honest review.
This is my first book by this duo. Not reading the previous series didn't dampen my enjoyment of the book. It can be read as a standalone.
Both men have been through the ringer. Benny lost his wife and went to rehab a year prior. He is sideland from his hockey team because of a broken ankle. He goes to his old college to be a hockey coach while he recovers. He ends up sharing a house with Cole and it doesn't take long for sparks to fly.
Cole ends up with some horrible boyfriends. I don't know how anyone could cheat on that adorable man, he deserves the world and true love. He likes Benny at first glance and tries his best to stay friends. He feels like men will continue to leave him. When Benny and him become boyfriends, that keeps going round his mind.
They are super sweet and sexy together. I adore them both and was super happy about Benny's reaction to liking Cole. I enjoyed watching Benny's reactions to his first time with Cole, it was just, too, hot! They gave each other the love they deserved and helped each other so much. The HEA was so deserved and I can't wait to read more.
I received a copy of this book, and this is my honest review.
August 27, 2022
I am absolutely obsessed with Cole & Benny, this insta love sports romance was incredibly sweet and the characters were so easy to fall in love with. This is a must read if you love low angst Mm romance with the perfect amount of spice.
September 14, 2022
Benny & Cole…
After a tragic accident takes Bennys wife he spirals out of control. When he’s hit rock bottom his friends and teammates rally around him to get him the help he needs. After a year he’s in a better place in his life.
Benny is a NHL player for the Bethesda Barracudas but he’s out of the game for awhile with an ankle injury. He gets a call from his alma matter asking for him to come be the Mohegan Lions temporary Hockey Coach. This leads him to Cole.
Cole is a music prodigy and loves to play the piano. He also has bad luck with men. He’s sworn off men after the last one broke his heart.
Benny moves into his friend Diana’s house where Cole is staying.
This was very emotional at times. You felt all of Benny and Coles pain from their pasts. Benny was married to a woman and had never even looked at a guy in that way but there was something special about Cole. Cole was sunshine in the dark despair of Bennys life. These two will slowly gravitate towards each other and they choose to see where their relationship goes. It’s sweet and heart melting when these two give their whole heart to each other. They must face some pretty tough decisions if they want to stay together but both are 100% in it until the end, even when there’s angst and drama that will try to break these two apart. I really enjoyed Benny and Coles story! It had some of my favorite tropes in it… sports romance, MM and friends to lovers.
After a tragic accident takes Bennys wife he spirals out of control. When he’s hit rock bottom his friends and teammates rally around him to get him the help he needs. After a year he’s in a better place in his life.
Benny is a NHL player for the Bethesda Barracudas but he’s out of the game for awhile with an ankle injury. He gets a call from his alma matter asking for him to come be the Mohegan Lions temporary Hockey Coach. This leads him to Cole.
Cole is a music prodigy and loves to play the piano. He also has bad luck with men. He’s sworn off men after the last one broke his heart.
Benny moves into his friend Diana’s house where Cole is staying.
This was very emotional at times. You felt all of Benny and Coles pain from their pasts. Benny was married to a woman and had never even looked at a guy in that way but there was something special about Cole. Cole was sunshine in the dark despair of Bennys life. These two will slowly gravitate towards each other and they choose to see where their relationship goes. It’s sweet and heart melting when these two give their whole heart to each other. They must face some pretty tough decisions if they want to stay together but both are 100% in it until the end, even when there’s angst and drama that will try to break these two apart. I really enjoyed Benny and Coles story! It had some of my favorite tropes in it… sports romance, MM and friends to lovers.
September 9, 2022
Benny and Cole had me crying, laughing, and falling in love with them within the first 20% of the book. They were both in so much emotional pain but still so sweet and caring. But when they meet and begin their journey to HEA, their souls begin to heal and their hearts begins to fill with true love and hope; taking the reader on a beautiful journey full of love, hope, 2nd chances, sweet/tender and steamy moments.
I love that Benny does question his attraction to Cole since he's never been attracted to guys before but it's not a crisis. He knows being with Cole has made him happy and feel alive, which he hasn't for a while, and that was more important to him. Cole has been hurt and used by guys that it takes him a while to trust Benny's feeling. But it doesn't stop him from trying. And he communicated with Benny every time those ugly thoughts reared up. So they did have their ups and down but the downs weren't frustratingly dragged out. And their chemistry is just sizzling hot 🔥🥵.
I really recommend this book full of so many beautiful emotions, self-discovery, 2nd chances, and sizzling chemistry.
This story also introduced Kendall and I love him. He was hilarious, sweet, sassy, and the bestest of friend to Cole. I need more Kendall so I can read his much deserved HEA.
I love that Benny does question his attraction to Cole since he's never been attracted to guys before but it's not a crisis. He knows being with Cole has made him happy and feel alive, which he hasn't for a while, and that was more important to him. Cole has been hurt and used by guys that it takes him a while to trust Benny's feeling. But it doesn't stop him from trying. And he communicated with Benny every time those ugly thoughts reared up. So they did have their ups and down but the downs weren't frustratingly dragged out. And their chemistry is just sizzling hot 🔥🥵.
I really recommend this book full of so many beautiful emotions, self-discovery, 2nd chances, and sizzling chemistry.
This story also introduced Kendall and I love him. He was hilarious, sweet, sassy, and the bestest of friend to Cole. I need more Kendall so I can read his much deserved HEA.
September 9, 2022
"I love you more than all the stars in the sky."
Star Rating 5/5 ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
POV Dual
HEA Yes
Spice Rating 3/5 🌶️🌶️🌶️
ARC provided in exchange for an honest review
Overall Opinion
I am the biggest fan of all things hockey and all things Ryan Taylor and Josh Harwood, so when I got the opportunity to read this book, I RAN to my Kindle and read it in one sitting! I loved Benny and Cole from the very start, they worked so well as a couple and you could tell they were meant to be. They took the time to really get to know each other before jumping head-first into a relationship, supporting each other through struggles and their communication was on point. The authors weave a story that has so much compassion and soul that you cannot help but cheer these two on through their journey together. The plot was well developed and whilst there are spice scenes, they don't take away from the beautiful narrative being told. I will definitely be adding this book to my favourites list and will still be thinking about it for a long time!
Read if you like:
❣️ M/M Romance
❣️ Hurt/Comfort
❣️ Age Gap
❣️ Hockey
❣️ Faculty/Student
❣️ HEA
Star Rating 5/5 ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
POV Dual
HEA Yes
Spice Rating 3/5 🌶️🌶️🌶️
ARC provided in exchange for an honest review
Overall Opinion
I am the biggest fan of all things hockey and all things Ryan Taylor and Josh Harwood, so when I got the opportunity to read this book, I RAN to my Kindle and read it in one sitting! I loved Benny and Cole from the very start, they worked so well as a couple and you could tell they were meant to be. They took the time to really get to know each other before jumping head-first into a relationship, supporting each other through struggles and their communication was on point. The authors weave a story that has so much compassion and soul that you cannot help but cheer these two on through their journey together. The plot was well developed and whilst there are spice scenes, they don't take away from the beautiful narrative being told. I will definitely be adding this book to my favourites list and will still be thinking about it for a long time!
Read if you like:
❣️ M/M Romance
❣️ Hurt/Comfort
❣️ Age Gap
❣️ Hockey
❣️ Faculty/Student
❣️ HEA
August 29, 2022
Beautiful addition to the series. This is a well written story of pain, heartbreak and loss, emerging on the other side with hope and happiness.
The main characters, Benny ' Caldy' Caldwell and Cole Dawson are realistic and captured me from the very start. Ryan and Josh certainly know how to weave a beautiful, enthralling tale.
It was wonderful to see past characters pop in and discover new characters, whom I'm sure we haven't seen the last of.
I have written what I felt, for a synopsis please refer to the blurb!
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
The main characters, Benny ' Caldy' Caldwell and Cole Dawson are realistic and captured me from the very start. Ryan and Josh certainly know how to weave a beautiful, enthralling tale.
It was wonderful to see past characters pop in and discover new characters, whom I'm sure we haven't seen the last of.
I have written what I felt, for a synopsis please refer to the blurb!
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
September 17, 2022
Ryan Taylor and Joshua Harwood have done it again! Cracks in the Ice is everything that I’ve come to love and expect in a Taylor and Harwood novel! You definitely don’t want to miss it. It’s sweet, hopeful, engaging, intimate and full of heat. Cole and Benny both have so much compassion and heart that you can’t help falling in love with them and routing for their HEA. This book is one that I’ll be reading time and time again! I highly recommend it!
February 5, 2023
This book definitely had some sweet moments and I enjoyed how the MCs took things slowly in exploring some of the physical aspects of their relationship. But for the most part, and with apologies to the authors, just another formulaic, rinse-and-repeat MM romance.
August 27, 2022
Cole and Benny relationship is quite a fast paced one. Start as friends from forced proximity to becoming lovers. Benny has a lot of emotional turmoil to deal with to do with loss and Cole, let’s just say he is a never ending hopeless romantic looking for his prince.
It’s a very sweet romance, if you love hockey, needy MCs and a HEA then you will love this.
It’s a very sweet romance, if you love hockey, needy MCs and a HEA then you will love this.
August 28, 2022
This was an amazing book, so sweet and full of love.
I really enjoyed reading this book and can't wait for book 2 in this series.
I really enjoyed reading this book and can't wait for book 2 in this series.
September 24, 2022
It seems my review got lost!
This was a sweet angsty love story with both Benny and Cole having reasons not to fall in love but from first meeting its inevitable!
This is a heart warming read with a hockey theme but not a sports romance!
This was a sweet angsty love story with both Benny and Cole having reasons not to fall in love but from first meeting its inevitable!
This is a heart warming read with a hockey theme but not a sports romance!
September 14, 2022
This was my first read by Taylor and Harwood and, can I just say I loved this book and their writing style. This story was sweet, intimate, sexy, full of hope and riveting.
Benny was a NHL player, turned coach who was lost in so many ways. Cole was music student also facing his own adversities, due to previous traumas and failed relationships. They both believed that they were not worthy of anything good in life, until they found each other. Friends at first that ended up turning into more. This story is about healing, acceptance, sacrifices and loving people for who they are, and the joy and happiness that they bring into your life. This opposites attract, age-gap, faculty/student, sport romance , M/M was written really well, the story was raw, real, and authentic. The authors discussed alot of hard topics alcohol, abuse, loss, depression, therapy, and forms of healthy communication but the transition of the topics were really seamless. Loved Benny and Cole’s story. Can’t wait to see a continuation of this story.
I voluntarily reviewed a complementary copy of this book.
Benny was a NHL player, turned coach who was lost in so many ways. Cole was music student also facing his own adversities, due to previous traumas and failed relationships. They both believed that they were not worthy of anything good in life, until they found each other. Friends at first that ended up turning into more. This story is about healing, acceptance, sacrifices and loving people for who they are, and the joy and happiness that they bring into your life. This opposites attract, age-gap, faculty/student, sport romance , M/M was written really well, the story was raw, real, and authentic. The authors discussed alot of hard topics alcohol, abuse, loss, depression, therapy, and forms of healthy communication but the transition of the topics were really seamless. Loved Benny and Cole’s story. Can’t wait to see a continuation of this story.
I voluntarily reviewed a complementary copy of this book.
September 22, 2022
I fell in love with the writing of Ryan Taylor and Joshua Harwood after reading their book Ice Angels. To be able to see Benny (Caldy) start a new series with Mohegan U is a wonderful gift for all of their followers.
Unfortunately for Benny, life hasn’t been so kind to him. A tragic accident on the Beltway has taken his wife and turned him into an alcoholic. Thank goodness for friends and teammates as they get him the help he needs and he is able to return to his life a little wiser and with coping skills to help with the still heavy grief over losing Meagan. When Benny gets a call to coach his old hockey team at Mohegan University, he decides to take the position and start a new if temporary chapter in his life.
Benny moves in with his old friend Diana, who lives near the university, where he meets Cole. Cole is a grad student in the music program studying piano and has always had bad luck with men. He figures it will be easy to stick to friendship with Benny, because Benny is straight as an arrow. Only after long talks, hikes, dinners made together, the lines start to blur for Cole. Are they just friends? Is there more to their relationship?
There is something special in the way that Ryan Taylor and Joshua Harwood write a romance. There is a sweetness to it. What Benny and Cole find together is so special and they treat it as such. I enjoyed the way the Barracudas came to visit and were visited at their hotel after the game. As emotional as it was to read, I think even seeing Eckie’s part in the story was important. I hope he comes back, healed, emotionally and mentally, and ready to play hockey. I’m ready for more of Mohegan U and I’m thrilled beyond belief to have started at the beginning of this series this time. 🥰
Unfortunately for Benny, life hasn’t been so kind to him. A tragic accident on the Beltway has taken his wife and turned him into an alcoholic. Thank goodness for friends and teammates as they get him the help he needs and he is able to return to his life a little wiser and with coping skills to help with the still heavy grief over losing Meagan. When Benny gets a call to coach his old hockey team at Mohegan University, he decides to take the position and start a new if temporary chapter in his life.
Benny moves in with his old friend Diana, who lives near the university, where he meets Cole. Cole is a grad student in the music program studying piano and has always had bad luck with men. He figures it will be easy to stick to friendship with Benny, because Benny is straight as an arrow. Only after long talks, hikes, dinners made together, the lines start to blur for Cole. Are they just friends? Is there more to their relationship?
There is something special in the way that Ryan Taylor and Joshua Harwood write a romance. There is a sweetness to it. What Benny and Cole find together is so special and they treat it as such. I enjoyed the way the Barracudas came to visit and were visited at their hotel after the game. As emotional as it was to read, I think even seeing Eckie’s part in the story was important. I hope he comes back, healed, emotionally and mentally, and ready to play hockey. I’m ready for more of Mohegan U and I’m thrilled beyond belief to have started at the beginning of this series this time. 🥰
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
September 2, 2022
What a great book! I haven’t read the Bethesda Barracudas Hockey Series, but it wasn’t necessary. However, I will say my very next book will be Nice Catching You, book 1 of 5 in the series.
This story was so good, I love a sexual awakening love story with lower angst, a little bit of struggle, a little suspense and great side characters! This book hit all the marks for me. Now I am obsessed with reading all of Joshua and Ryan’s books! 📚
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
This story was so good, I love a sexual awakening love story with lower angst, a little bit of struggle, a little suspense and great side characters! This book hit all the marks for me. Now I am obsessed with reading all of Joshua and Ryan’s books! 📚
I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
September 14, 2022
Once again, the authors have created a cast of characters with a depth of emotions that have you feeling every word. Benny and Cole are a delight as they get to know each other. and learn the struggles that they face. Don't miss this wonderfully well written story, that is the start of a new series. I can't recommend it enough.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
September 15, 2022
Loved Benny and Coles story. Finding the HEA when both had figured it was never going to happen for them. Healing past hurts and giving them the ability to dream again.
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